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Degradation, Separation, Reparation and Completion (the Kane trilogy)

BOOK: Degradation, Separation, Reparation and Completion (the Kane trilogy) by stylo Fantome

MY RATING FOR IT: 5 stars

SYNOPSIS

Eighteen year old Tatum O’Shea is a naive, shy, little rich girl. Twenty-three year old Jameson Kane is smart, seductive, and richer. They come together for one night, one explosion, one mistake, and Tate is hurled into space – no family, no money, and no Jameson.

Seven years later, life is going pretty good for Tate, when she runs into Jameson again. This time, she thinks she’s ready for him. She doesn’t have a naive bone left in her body, and she can’t even remember what shy feels like. Jameson has evolved, as well – sharp words, sharper wit, and a tongue that can cut her in half. It all sounds like fun to a woman like Tate, and she is ready to play, determined to prove that she isn’t the same girl he conquered once before. A series of games start, each one more devious than the last.

But as the line between games and reality becomes blurry, Tate quickly learns that Jameson has most definitely earned his nickname, “Satan”. Can she beat him at his own game before someone gets hurt? Or will he leave her soulless, making him the winner, once and for all?

WARNING: contains a wannabe B-rate porn star, an impersonal personal assistant, and the F-word, A LOT. Also graphic sexual situations and sadomasochistic themes.

MY THOUGHTS ABOUT IT

This Series had such a buzz, had been hearing about it forever, so I decided to just go for it and thank god for that cause WOWZA!! This was one of the hottest relationships in years!! Oh dear lord Jameson Kane is my lord and Master forever, I just swoon for that sharp sarcastic nasty tongue of his!! (Is it wrong of me to say that???… pfff who cares ) I just dream of character s like this , this are my true alpha males , unapologetic , so sarcastic and funny but in control all the time!!! Uffff ….

“Because, I have the strangest feelings about you. Like I want to take you everywhere and have you by my side, but I also want to hold you down. Make you beg and cry,”

And Tatum, damn, she is one tough broad!! Her stupid family disowned her and she became a strong independent, slightly unhinged, very lovable woman, she is very secure in her believes and very in to having fun and experimenting with her body and sex , cause she really likes sex,

“It was strange – she didn’t really mind being someone’s whore, but she hated the thought of being someone’s dirty secret.”

They have an encounter seven years before that change their life’s in more ways than one , and they see each other again after all that time, a game is about to begin and nothing will be the same.

 

They can’t stay away from each other they become obsessed with the sex they are having and with the thought of out winning the other, but things as they always do, Tend to get more complicated as time passes  and people get more and more involved.

They are so different and the same in so many things , He is really mean to her sometimes , but things do change after a while and the back and for the tends to be more balance between the 2 of them.

They are so passionate as a couple, is fireworks, and aggression and no boundaries between them, and Tate loves it like that, Jameson can finally be the man that he really is with her, and that is exhilarating to him .

“You have ruined me, Tatum O’Shea,” he told her. “Completely wrecked me.” Her breath caught in her throat. “It’s only fair, you did it to me first,” she whispered.”

He calls her every name in the book and more, but Tate loves it!!!

Their relationship may upset some people and may not be everyone’s cup of tea , but is all consensual and upfront so I have no problem about it.

This series of  books where  so above and beyond what I thought it would be! I’m in shock of how is it that I didn’t read it before

This series made me go thru all the feelings available in my poor self … at points I wanted to smack Jameson for being so stubborn and blind (and lick him too most of the time) and some other times I really wanted to choke Tate for being so pig headed, the only one I loves all the threw was dear amazing Sandy!!! (Looooooooove him till forever)

I also have a small part of my heart to Angy… he was kind of awesome too.

I don’t want to spoil this amazing series for you, but you really need to have this in your repertoire , cause its AMAZING !!! I have no more word ….

“Tatum Elliot O’Shea, sometimes I think you are the stupidest goddamn person I have ever met. Sometimes I think you’re crazy. Sometimes I think I hate you. Sometimes I think you’re a psychotic bitch, sent from hell to drag me back. But always, ALWAYS, I think you are the best thing that has ever happened to me.”

FIVE STARS

 

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Captive in the Dark (Dark Duet #1),Seduced in the Dark (Dark Duet #2),Epilogue (Dark Duet #3) by C.J. Roberts

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BOOK:  The DarK Duet Series (Captive in the dark, Seduced in the dark and Epilogue)

MY RATING FOR IT: 5 stars!!

SYNOPSIS

Caleb is a man with a singular interest in revenge. Kidnapped as a young boy and sold into slavery by a power-hungry mobster, he has thought of nothing but vengeance. For twelve years he has immersed himself in the world of pleasure slaves searching for the one man he holds ultimately responsible. Finally, the architect of his suffering has emerged with a new identity, but not a new nature. If Caleb is to get close enough to strike, he must become the very thing he abhors and kidnap a beautiful girl to train her to be all that he once was.

Eighteen-year-old Olivia Ruiz has just woken up in a strange place. Blindfolded and bound, there is only a calm male voice to welcome her. His name is Caleb, though he demands to be called Master. Olivia is young, beautiful, naïve and willful to a fault. She has a dark sensuality that cannot be hidden or denied, though she tries to accomplish both. Although she is frightened by the strong, sadistic, and arrogant man who holds her prisoner, what keeps Olivia awake in the dark is her unwelcome attraction to him.

MY THOUGHTS ABOUT IT

This is a hard review to write, because this is by far one of my all-time favorites!!! And I’m very serious when I say that, cause this book did a number on me …

I decided to do a review of the 3 book at once, I don’t want to be too repetitive with my ohhh’s and Haaa’s . Besides if you read the first one you probably won’t stop and will read the other 2.

This book was a mind fuck, and when I finished the first one I didn’t know if I felt happy for Livvie or deeply sad ….

This is a twisted story of revenge and the people that get in the middle of that shitty situation.

Livvie is a pretty and shy teenage girl that get choose to be kidnapped to become a sex slave by the ruthless Caleb, he’s on his way to getting his revenged from the Man that took everything from him and his friend, and poor Livvie will play a big part in getting that revenged (even as she doesn’t know it yet)

“People often believed they were safer in the light, thinking monsters only came out at night.”

“Could she sense her life as she knew it hanging precariously in the balance? Could she feel his eyes on her? Did she have a sixth sense for monsters? The thought of it made him smile”

Caleb (the Male protagonist) is to train her to become a pliant slave and to understand that her life has change for ever …..He was hard to read, he was so good at times , sexy , demanding , but so very cruel, he was very confused , especially when he starts to developed some sort of caring feelings towards his slave girl.

“Like a Falcon, she needed the dark to understand who her master was. She would learn to trust him, to rely upon him, to anticipate what he wanted from her. And like any master with his salt, he would reward her for her obedience. He would be exceedingly firm, but he would also be as fair as he could be. He had notchosen the instrument of his revenge at random. He had chosen a beautiful submissive. And what was a submissive if not adaptable -if not a survivor?”

“I wrapped my arms around him and held on as hard as I could. He was my tormentor and my solace: the creator of the dark and the light within. I didn’t care that he would undoubtedly hurt me at any moment, right now; I just needed somebody to hold me… To tell me these exact words. Its going to be okay. It wasn’t of course, I knew that. But I didn’t care, I needed the lie.”

Livvie was terrified, but oh so brave, her character was willful and not easy to brake, she can’t’ understand what’s going on, why her?? Why him …. Especially why he, a man that makes her teenaged unexperienced body feel things that she has never before experienced …

Caleb was hard to like , he was cruel and very difficult to read at times , but somehow I was seeing that there was not all bad inside him…  he was put in situations that made him who he was and that was undeniably understandable …to a point obviously!!

The first book totally left make reeling!! I just needed to know what was going to happen … my angst levels where so over the roof ….

And then book to just shattered me!! It crushed my little Hurt!! L

“I’ve been doing this a long time- manipulating people to get my way. That’s why you think you love me. Because I’ve broken you down and built you back up to believe it. It wasn’t an accident. Once you leave this behind….. you’ll see that. -Caleb”

We get to experiences what Livvie went thru and the evolution of Caleb’s feeling towards her , all in an environment full of twisted people and sex slaves !!!

I feel so many things reading this book … I can’t even …

“It seemed to Caleb, the nature of human being revolved around one empirical truth: we want what we cannot have. For Eve, it was the fruit of the forbidden tree. For Caleb, it was Livvie.”

Wow as I re-read it last week I remembered why I loved it so much, C. J. Robert can tell a story like a few people can ,I have read several stories about the kidnaped/sex slave  theme, and I have enjoyed then very much , but for some reason I always compare the to The Dark Duet !!!

I don’t want to spoil you the amazing book by telling too much, because this book is a trip that you must endure by yourself.

Just a quick reminder, that the last book is an Epilogue of sorts and is in Caleb’s point of view and what could be better than that!!

“I’m writing this because you begged. You know how I love the begging”  -Caleb in Epilogue

Sooooo GO READ IT, I don’t want you to miss out.

4 STARS

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The Dumont Diaries (The Dumont Diaries #1-4) by Alessandra Torre

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BOOK:  The Dumont Diaries (The Dumont Diaries #1-4) by Alessandra Torre

MY RATING FOR IT: 5 stars

SYNOPSIS

Lust is a dangerous thing. It can make you believe things that are not real. It can seduce your mind and lead it blindfolded to the cliff that will be its demise. 
What would you do if you could leave your life? Wake up one day and be someone else?
I signed the contract. I left Candace Tapers and her slutty, strip club life behind, abandoned every part of that life with one hesitant swipe of my pen.
The agreement was clear:
1. Sex
2. Photo ops
3. No romance
“I need a wife. I am not signing up for romance, or affection, or a full time job. I will not love you. I will have no use for you other than sex and photo ops.”
Sex with Nathan was easy. More than easy. Panty-melting, can-never-get-enough HOT. I had begun to think that I could live this new life, showered in luxuries, orgasms, and diamonds.
Then I started tripping over secrets.
*The Dumont Diaries was originally released, and is still available as a four-part miniseries. This book combines the four pieces of the miniseries into one, full-length novel.

MY THOUGHTS ABOUT IT

Well first thing first, I expected nothing else from Alessandra Torre, because she’s the queen of twisted, amazing stories that leave me breathless and in a puddle.

This was older that some of the best known books, but don’t be fooled it was just as good, even if at some point was a novella (which sometimes are not as appealing as full books).

This book was a wild ride from the beginning; hold no prisoners addictive as hell story.

I know one usually says that some books are better experienced without too much info , but this one most certainly is one that you need to experience with the least amount of insight information about , so I’ll just give you little commentaries.

Our leading lady is called Candace, and she works at the Crystal Place a not so nice strip joint , Candace is down on her luck and doing whatever she can to get by and help her sick father.

Sex is of the table most times, but there’s one gentleman that has come a couple of times that she can’t and don’t want to refuse.

He’s beautiful, exudes elegance and class (unlike the usual clientele) and he always asks for only her.

“….my body craving his touch – my bank account desperate for a cash infusion.”

On the last visit, this secretive man, proposes an arrangement that leaves Candace wondering if he’s for real!!

He’s name is Nathan Dumont , and he does not offers love or devotion , he only offers a contractual relationship where he gets to have her body and she gets taken care off financially…

Candace doesn’t understand why does he want her, but she doesn’t know that Nathan is ruthless, cold and calculating and always has an agenda.

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“I will not love you. I will have no use for you other than sex and photo ops.

 

What Candace fells a pull towards him and she needs the help, so what to do …

Things are not going to get very easy for her with Nathan I have to say that some parts are very hard, cause he has no problem making her feel as small as he can and using her whenever he wants , no matter who’s there .

Nathan is no immune to her charms though, he fell’s a strong pull toward her or at least her body, and he can’t control himself in that regard.

 

“Do you have any idea how hard I get when I see your body?

 

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I Loved it loved it , loved it , I can’t say enough how good are Alessandra Torre’s books , it’s amazing that she does it every time , she has such an imagination .

To be 100% honest, some part5s did felt a little rushed.

I love the characters in Alessandra’s mind, they are all special to me and always hard to let go … This one was maybe easier to read because it was a bit shorter, but I love it just the same … I can’t praise her enough … She always makes me feel engage to the story and, makes me feel for them and with them, and boy does she know how to bring the steam to the story … I mean DAMIT IT WAS HOT!
Now I’m kind of scared of reading the next book, because my expectations are so hi….

4 STARS

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The Siren (The Original Sinners #1)by Tiffany Reisz

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BOOK : The Siren (The Original Sinners #1)by Tiffany Reisz

MY RATING FOR IT: 5 STARS

SYNOPSIS 

Notorious Nora Sutherlin is famous for her delicious works of erotica, each one more popular with readers than the last. But her latest manuscript is different—more serious, more personal—and she’s sure it’ll be her breakout book… if it ever sees the light of day.

Zachary Easton holds Nora’s fate in his well-manicured hands. The demanding British editor agrees to handle the book on one condition: he wants complete control. Nora must rewrite the entire novel to his exacting standards—in six weeks—or it’s no deal.

Nora’s grueling writing sessions with Zach are draining… and shockingly arousing. And a dangerous former lover has her wondering which is more torturous—staying away from him… or returning to his bed?

Nora thought she knew everything about being pushed to your limits. But in a world where passion is pain, nothing is ever that simple.

MY THOUGHTS ABOUT IT

This was a very hard review to write, not because I didn’t like the book , actually I think I like it too damn much !!!

It’s a very complicated story , more so than the usual erotica you read , there are so many characters in this books and they are so intricately entwined in each other life’s , it was a fantastic book just amazing it blew my top of !!!

This characters are all so very passionate and so amazingly strong, they totally and 100% reach the core of my heart, they face the hugees obstacles and no one is safe from heartache of the most painful type.

Nora is an erotica writer that is looking to get her latest and most personal book publish by a more respectful publishing house, Nora un like other writer does not only write, she lives those story’s because she is also a world renown Dominatrix in NY, but she has other secrets in her past, she was not always a dominant , she used to be a submissive a very famous one at that!!!

She writes about her past , she writes and then deletes it , just as a way to remind herself that that that was her life at some point , that she was that happy , that she had that joy of being completely and utterly lost in someone else possession and love.

“Romance is sex plus love. Erotica is sex plus fear.” 

She had the most strong of relationships with a man we just know as Soren , and we can see right away that she is completely his even as they are not longer together .

There are only two reasons why you leave someone you’re still in love with- either it’s the right thing to do, or it’s the only thing to do.” 

Their relationship is a difficult one for everyone to understand is strong as is dark, and the passion is too much to explain in just a few lines, but Tifffany Reiz clearly has a way with words because she made me feel all this things at once, it felt uncomfortable at first but then I just felt so terrible sad and eager to get to know more about this dark character that that was kind of scary at first , but totally amazing too.

Soren is hard to describe, he’s all consuming and terrifying, but he clearly loves Nora more than his life , she’s his heart , his everything , but the type of relationship they have is not easy on everyone

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She writes as catharsis, because it’s the only way to not lose her mind to the pain of losing the one that makes her complete, but that is slowly changing, with the Help of Wesley, her teen age assistant , and the boy that has brought light to her life the last year.

That way we slowly but surely start to meet the men in Nora’s life and such men they are.

Then thers Zach, the new men in her life, he’s her new editor, and her book and life is in his hands , they are obviously attracted to each other , but Zach is nursing a deep heart ache, and Nora can tell, but there’s something about him that has her trying to get him anyway.

Zach is a very opinionated very British guy ,he’s handsome , but he’s completely lost when he meets Nora , she’s not what he was expecting and that wakes something that was almost lost within him ,  and he doesn’t know what to do with himself.

She becomes very important to Zach and his future, they develop a strong bond.

“The same wind that blows us off course can turn and carry us home.”

I don’t want to say anything more because this book needs to be read with the less spoilers possible, but just know that this series is incredible powerful in his topics and the way that slowly but surely get within your skin,

“Broken love is the most dangerous love. It will slice you open with every touch.”

This book is certainly one of the most impassionate reads I have ever read and I was kind of overwrought t by it, but that was good in a way it stir something In me as books are supposed to do.

I’m feeling the hangover and I think I will think about this book for a looong time to come.

The last thing I’m going to say is that THANK GOD!! That is not the ending of the story, because I was fucking crying my eyes out and I cannot end like that!!

FIVE STARS

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The Crossfire Series ( Crossfire1-3 ) by Sylvia Day

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Book:The Crossfire Series

My Rating for it : 5 stars

SYNOPSIS 

Gideon Cross came into my life like lightning in the darkness…

He was beautiful and brilliant, jagged and white-hot. I was drawn to him as I’d never been to anything or anyone in my life. I craved his touch like a drug, even knowing it would weaken me. I was flawed and damaged, and he opened those cracks in me so easily…

Gideon knew. He had demons of his own. And we would become the mirrors that reflected each other’s most private wounds…and desires.The bonds of his love transformed me, even as i prayed that the torment of our pasts didn’t tear us apart…

As beautiful and flawless on the outside as he was damaged and tormented on the inside. He was a bright, scorching flame that singed me with the darkest of pleasures. I couldn’t stay away. I didn’t want to. He was my addiction… my every desire… mine.

My past was as violent as his, and I was just as broken. We’d never work. It was too hard, too painful… except when it was perfect. Those moments when the driving hunger and desperate love were the most exquisite insanity.

We were bound by our need. And our passion would take us beyond our limits to the sweetest, sharpest edge of obsession…

From the moment I first met Gideon Cross, I recognized something in him that I needed. Something I couldn’t resist. I saw the dangerous and damaged soul inside–so much like my own. I was drawn to it. I needed him as surely as I needed my heart to beat.

No one knows how much he risked for me. How much I’d been threatened, or just how dark and desperate the shadow of our pasts would become.

Entwined by our secrets, we tried to defy the odds. We made our own rules and surrendered completely to the exquisite power of possession…

MY THOUGHTS ABOUT IT 

This review is a hard one to write, because this book is one of my go to books of all time, it wasn’t the first one that I read of this genre (the first one was Fifty shades, like a lot of other people) but it was the one that got me hooked on the reading again after so many years of just stopping to do one of my favorite things in the world.

I just love this story even though I know how many people compare it to Fifty , I find very little similarities between the two, I’m not being ungrateful , because I wont be all like “ I don’t like fifty shades of gray” because I did like it when I read it the 5 first times , and I like it still to this day , but The Crossfire was the first Novell that got in to my skin , it was my first hangover book , the one that stuck with me for ages !! You know how that is …. So I have a special place in my heart for this series.

Well it was the fact that I like it so much that has kept me from reading the last one of the books “Captivated by You (Crossfire, #4) “I’ve seen so many mix reviews that I’m a bit fearful of the reaction that I will get if I’m not just blown away by it (I actually pre-order it like so many months ago and it’s been sitting in my kindle for ages)

But the time has come to read it and that’s why I’m starting by re-.reading the first three books, and I’m so in love of Gideon again!!  It’s just like wow!! … Oh God … so ´passionate and so … Haaaaaaaa!!!  Such a strong character.

And Eva was so flawed and so strong at the same time, they are so imperfect but perfect for each other!

I felt the emotional depth of the feeling they shared and that made me able to connect with them, and be more understanding to difficult situations that they put each other trough.

The self esteem issues where hard to read, the trust violations that both of the suffered where terrible , but the way their love heals them at the same time that it makes them stronger was a real joy to read.

Eva was an opinionated leading lady with strong emotions and very set visions on life , and this made it more real to me , because she wasn’t just some poor little naïve girl falling for the perfect millionaire , she was quite worldly her self so she knew what she was getting into with him, and Gideon , “ moment of swoooooon”   he was a GOD !!( a bit jerky at times though )  perfect screwed up men that learns to love when he finds  the woman he never even dream of finding , and he makes many mistakes , a lot of them , but we forgive him , because he’s irresistible.

 “He wasn’t just beautiful; he was enthralling.” 

The Connection between them is so raw and so strong that it made me kind of shiver at times, and it toke to so many places while reading … love it

“I felt drawn to him; as if a rope bound my waist and he were slowly, inexorably pulling it.”

“You look so beautiful and f*ckable. I want you so badly it hurts.”

“Your body belongs to me, Eva” 

These books are a lot about the scaring and healing of two people that went trough unimaginable pain at a young age, all because of sexual trauma that they suffered  and how Love is able to help them see there’s problems ad heal them

“We’re going to be good for each other, Eva”

“You know what happens when you run, angel.” Gideon nipped my lower lip with his teeth, and then soothed the sting with the caress of his tongue. “I catch you.”

The secondary characters are very good to the story, especially Cary, Magdalene, Eva’s Mom and Corinne (which I kind of hate, but kind of understand, I mean she was desperate to get him back … NOT cool though!!) and the Crossfire building is kind of a second character also, because is there during most of the stuff that happens.

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Eva is a bit naughty at times and gives Gideon a bit of his own medicine in terms of jalousie (which was well deserved).

 There’s only you Eva.”

“You’re all I want, Eva. There’s no one else. There will never be anyone else.”

The second book had me a bit frustrated at times whit the non answers and the hot and cold thing going , but one does get the reasons at  the very end , but it’s a bit of a hardship at times for the reader to get pass al the frustrating things that Eva goes trough in this one.

The sex gets hotter and hotter as the story goes on, which I may say was AMAZING…

“You’re kisses are mine” (THAT WAS SUCH A HOT SCENE!!)

 

Well the story goes  on  the third book and after my re- read I’m ready to get on the Silvia Day train again , because I just remember why I love my Crossfire fix , and I’ need it bad!!!

 Thank you.”

“What are you thanking me for? You did all the work.”
“There’s no work involved in fucking you, angel.” His slow smile was pure satiated male. “I’m grateful for the privilege.”
I sank back onto my heels. “You’re killing me. You can’t be that gorgeous and sexy and say stuff like that. It’s overload. It fries my brain. Sends me into a meltdown.”
His smile widened and he kissed me again. “I know the feeling.”

   And let me tell you if you haven’t read this book you need to, like ASAP!! BECAUSE YOU NEEED a dose of Gideon Cross in your life, you won’t regret it …

This Is most certainly in my Must reads pile of books for everyone to try at least once …

FIVE STARS

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The Charlotte Chronicles (Jackson Boys #1) by Jen Frederick

CHARLOTTE CHBOOK: The Charlotte Chronicles by Jen Frederick

MY RATING FOR IT: 5 STARS

SYNOPSIS

Charlotte and Nathan were supposed to be forever. They grew up together. Their families were intertwined. Charlotte was Nathan’s first love. Nathan was Charlotte’s first everything.

Until they weren’t.

How do you hold on to the person you know in your heart you are supposed to be with when everything and everyone in the universe is telling you it’s over?

How many times does a heart-break?
When is enough…..enough?
How long is forever?

MY THOUGHTS ABOUT IT 

*ARC kindly provided by Netgalley in exchange for an honest review*

LOVED THE COVER!!

This book was on my iPad for a few weeks , I didn’t know what it was about , i just  read a little of the blurb and kind of intrigued me.

I most certainly didn’t know it was a spin of something else, but no worries it can be read as a stand alone.

I’ve been meaning to write this review but so many words come to my mind about this book i just can’t get it straight , I love it that is the only clear thing right now, it was the sweetest swoon of a book .

This story is divided in to two parts.

In the first one they are teens , and the book starts right on the day of Charlotte’s  procedure for a brain tumor , we don’t know right away about what it exactly the relationship between the both of them , but it’s clear that it’s an important one and everybody knows it even the parent.

Slowly we realized that Charlotte is very much in love with Nathan , and probably has been for ages, she also think that he only sees her as the little sister just like Nick his brother. but she couldn’t be more wrong because  by this point and due to her illness Nathan is realizing in his heart what his mind has known all along , that Charlotte is for him , she is his to protect and love , since forever and always.

Charlotte was meant to be mine. I knew it when she was born. Nick is her brother, but I’m her protector.

So as all hormones fulled teen’s ,they get together , all this after much consideration from Nathan’s side, and they star to discover love and lust , well more like Nathan is teaching Charlotte , because he’s been around the block a bit.

This part of the story really tugs at my heart , because young love and young lust is so pure and raw in its truest of forms , when one is learning to love everything is strong and feeling are so true ,that I really ache reading some parts, I was so happy for them and so sad because I knew that the storm was close.

And so … as Charlotte’s illness progresses she eventually has to leave to another country  ,  and  feeling lonely and sad some bad decisions and very unfortunate situations happens especially on Nathan’s side , so they split up , an then was when the water works started …  for me at least

She writes him this letters and he hardly ever responds , because he fells unworthy of her love.

After some time passes thing get harder and she has to let go of him

Dear Nate…
I’m still waiting for you, just like I promised. Miss you a thousand times more than the last letter,

Charlotte”

“Dear Nate,

It’s been six years! …I’m just done, Nate. Done.
I love you. I will always love you, but for my sake and probably for yours too, I have to move on.
Yours,
Charlotte”

It was so dam sad I could not read because the tears where bothering me … but I had hope because now comes the second part .

In the second parte they are both adults and they have both suffer from their separation, and they havent been able to move on , so Nate realizes that he’s only half a man without Charlotte and he’s ready to search for her and beg her forgiveness and another chance … and her’s where thing get seriously steamy … I mean DAYUMMMM!! ( yeah it was THAT good)

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His possessive side is there and he is a very alpha male , but he adores her and he would do anything for her , he worships her with his heart and most definitely with his body.

“I am your shield, your weapon. Fight for me too, Charlotte.”

Then life happened and they have to go thru some stuff that are very unfair but , im not telling anything more , because I have said too much already.

I just feel the need to share this book with anybody who wants to read it , it’s very good I must say it’s one of my top 5 for the year , because I really felt it , it made feel things and long for things that I felt as a teen. and that what’s good about books , they transport us to places forgotten and they make us feel again .

Spoiler!!!!!. IT HAS WHAT I NEED IN A BOOK A HEA!!! 

So I think I’m most definitely a Jen Frederick fan NOW  !!!!

FIVE STARS

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Ugly Love by Colleen Hoover

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BOOK: Ugly Love by Colleen Hoover

MY RATING FOR IT : 5 STARS

SYNOPSIS

When Tate Collins meets airline pilot Miles Archer, she knows it isn’t love at first sight. They wouldn’t even go so far as to consider themselves friends.

The only thing Tate and Miles have in common is an undeniable mutual attraction. Once their desires are out in the open, they realize they have the perfect set-up. He doesn’t want love, she doesn’t have time for love, so that just leaves the sex.

Their arrangement could be surprisingly seamless, as long as Tate can stick to the only two rules Miles has for her. They think they can handle it, but realize almost immediately they can’t handle it at all.

Hearts get infiltrated.
Promises get broken.
Rules get shattered.
Love gets ugly

MY THOUGHTS ABOUT IT 

Oh lord where to begin , this one was a hard one, knew from the get go that these one was going to be one of those books that stays with for a long time … and I was right

I have to confess tha I was scared to read this one because everyone was saying how hard it was , so yeah… I was stalling ….

And I was right THIS BOOK WRECKED ME … but in the most amazing way …

I was feeling the story every step of the way , and it was hard at a times. Collen’s writing envelopes you and never let’s you go it’s so beautifully written

The story is about Tate a nurse student , that goes to live with her brother for a while,  the day she arrives she meets drunk Miles , and she sees something in his sadness that gets to her.

Miles is pilot just like her brother , but there’s something in miles eyes that talk about a sadness so deep that nothing can calm.

He comes of kind of jerk at first but then he warms up to her , so much so , that he even start to like her …

Eventually they get along but she starts to feel more , and that is dangerous because he is so  close off , and there’s something inside his soul that he cannot share with her.

Miles likes her but he does not want a relationship and lest of all Love, but he wants Tate , so they decide to have a no string attached relationship , nothing but sex.

“I’m attracted to you, Tate,” he says, his voice low. “I want you, but I want you without any of that other stuff.”

Obviously Tate is feeling a lot more than just attrition for miles , but she is so in to him that she agree to anything just to have him a little longer, but Miles has two  rules

“Don’t ask about my past,” he says firmly.  “And never expect a future.”  

“I’m terrified to lose him for good, so I sell myself short and take what I can from him, even though I know I deserve better.” 

She knows it most likely end badly for her , but she goes along any way , because after a first kiss she I too far gone to do deny what she wants.

Tate is scared because the feelings for Miles are so strong that she doesn’t know how to tone it down , she has to work hard to pretend she is ok with the situation.

“It’s inevitable. He’s so adamant about the things he doesn’t want out of life, and I’m starting to understand just how serious he is. So much as I want to protect my heart from him, it’s pointless. He’s going to break it eventually, yet I continue to allow him to fill it. Every time I’m with him, he fills my heart up more and more,and the more it’s filled with pieces of him, the more painful it’ll be when he rips it out of my chest as though it never belonged there in the first place.”

This book is in dual point of view  one is the present thru Tate’s  eyes and the past is told by 18 years old Miles so we can see, what made Miles they way he is now, he used to be so full of love and hope , it was painful to read at times because you just knew that something big happened, and I keep thinking about what could it be what i was wrong in my theories , and I can only tell you that is totally understandable  that Miles was afraid to feel again because the past was brutal and he needs to protect his heart so badly , but Tate keeps trying and failing to reach him, and that hurt so bad…

Tate feel him everywhere , and everything in her life has become Miles , she can’t help that she is falling in love

“He’s everywhere.

Everything is Miles.

That’s how it is when a person develops an attraction toward someone. He’s nowhere, then suddenly he’s everywhere, whether you want him to be or not.” 

Well I don’t want give any more of the plot away because it should be read by your selves,  but I just have to say , that I am not that much o a crier , I do sometime cry with some book , especially when I’m very involved in the plot (and I’m not ashamed about it ), and I was prepared to cry a little with these one but o God!! the last chapters  … I was crying so much that I couldn’t see the dam words !!! SO BE WARNED!! ( the ending is worth all the tears I shed)  it’s  soooo worth it do , because this book is beautiful and should be read .Colleen Hoover HAS A GIFT!!! she was born to tell amazing  heart wrenching stories, and I can’t wait to hear more from her.

FIVE STARS

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